Zweisamkeit is the feeling of being alone even when youre with other people. Simon turned to look in his husbands eyes. Before I met you, I felt this constantly. I felt it with my family, my friends, and every boyfriend I ever had. I felt it so often that I thought this was the nature of living. To be alive was to accept that you were fundamentally alone. Simons eyes were moist. I know Im impossible, and I know you dont care about German words or marriage. All I can say is, I love you and thank you for marrying me anyway.

Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow by Gabrielle Zevin