I realized I had become wild and undomesticated, living a gypsy lifecoming and going from Bernies. But even the thought about settling down in a cozy home with a dog and a cat, not to mention a person, would cause me to panic, pick up and run away. Its not that I would want to leave. I would have to. The very idea of being settled, I found unsettling. I believed I didnt deserve these things. I felt secure and comfortable getting what I needed on the flyno commitments.
Samantha Hart,
Blind Pony: As True A Story As I Can Tell
Blind Pony by Samantha Hart